The Rebel's Manifesto

Actor Naseeruddin Shah says he has been resisting authority since he was a little boy. As he talks more about his craft, likes and dislikes, we see why going against the grain comes so naturally to him

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Actor Naseeruddin Shah says he has been resisting authority since he was a little boy. As he talks more about his craft, likes and dislikes, we see why going against the grain comes so naturally to him

Having been in the industry for 50 years, do you ever feel trepidation about how a new show or film will be received?

I should correct you. I have been in this industry for some 48 years. It'll only be 50 years in 2025. I did my first film, Shyam Benegal’s Nishant in 1975. I was still studying at FTII [Filmand Television Institute of India]when Girish Karnad, who was then director of the institute, recommended me for this film. I was lucky enough to get this part. Many actors were vying for it but they were all too good looking. (Laughs) What I thought would be my weakness helped me get my breakthrough.

I was really delighted because I suspected I wouldn’t be in demand for the heroic kind of parts that Hindi movies demand. And the thought of playing a sidey part would offend me because I saw so many great actors—Shriram Lagoo, Nilu Phule, Utpal Dutt—all reduced to playing caricaturish roles. I never wanted to play those kinds of parts. I was lucky to get a leading part right away with my first movie.

I felt trepidation while doing Nishant because I realized that if I messed this up, that would be the end of the story for me. I had a reputation of being sort of troublesome. Shyam had cast me against a lot of advice.But I had really resolved I wouldn’t let this go. I was very, very cautious, and was on my best behaviour. I would be reading my scenes well into the night.I realized then that nervousness was something that strikes actors who are not prepared. But to answer your question—I’ve felt trepidation when I have had to do song-and-dance numbers in films, but otherwise, no,not so much.

Where did this troublesome reputation come from? Would you not take to authority very well?

Ram Guha, who encouraged me greatly in the writing of my memoirs, feels I have an inborn resistance to authority. (Laughs) But y...

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